Happily after never?

Happily after never?
I was going to take a nap until I had this flash in my head. It was so clear that I had to draw it !!! my vision was a married couple, but the groom would be a skeleton. Its kind of macabre, but it symbolises my non belief in mariage. Ok, not all mariage are doomed but a big part of them yeah! Theres so much divorces but yeah its part of life no? I just think its sad that some people are in mariage where they do not want to be, and its unfair.

~ eternally conflicted

ps: I really like how this one turned out especially the groom, the wife could have been better
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# Posté le dimanche 14 juin 2009 22:03

Heartless people...

Heartless people...
Well, when I created this pic, I was mad. My friend told me what the guy she liked did and I saw red(well black). In the world, people who hurts others seems to be unawared of what they feel and I hate it! I mean its so sad for the person and they are hurt deeply. and after what my friend told me, the girl does not deserve such a fate and it sucks for her because she like the guy. tsk tsk tsk. At first I draw it and said " this is for all the guys in the world " but after I deleted it and said " this is for all the people in the world who hurts regardless of the others' feelings"
cuz lets not be sexist here( i was pissed cuz i wasnt so lucky with guys). Humans( men and women ), well a big majority of them, do not care about the feelings of the other, and it sucks balls. i just wanted to make an actual representation of what most of the people are: heartless.

~eternal conflicted

ps: I was very fast, so its kinda ungly(laugh)
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# Posté le jeudi 11 juin 2009 02:47

Alcool is a source of comfort

Alcool is a source of comfort
Well, I had this idea because of the show one tree hill....which is a good show by the way...and there was this title named: you, me and the bottle makes three tonight. I had a swirl of images in my head and this one came out. Looking at the drawing, i think this is where my desires comes in. At the time before I started to draw the picture, I've been getting dreams about a boy, and I was freaking out. the reason why is that I wasnt suppose to get dreams about him, and I started to get confuse, and its true that I wanted him, but i know that it wouldnt be relationship material. So, that's why theres a link with alcool, when you drink, youre in a second state that sometimes you cant control, lol. Just think about, a guy, a girl, a bottle, a lot can happen, lol.

~ eternal conflicted

ps: I really like out this one turned out because it was exactly the vision I had, phototofilter and pencils were used.
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# Posté le lundi 08 juin 2009 00:39

It's all a beginning

It's all a beginning
[Well, I think it's the fourth time I created a blog out here(laugh), and this time I intend top actually keep this one and update it as much as I can.

Let's start with a little history here, first ,why is it called eternally conflicted? Well it is a reference to myself because I am always in between my desires, my possibilities, or my impulses. And, I can never seem to make an actual descision, so I am aimlessly wandering in the world. I reflect my emotions through the following drawing I will eventually post on this blog. And yes, I want to make a career out of these illustration, but the ones that are posted are trials and they need improvements. I had a lot of influences during those years, and I would like to thank all of the artists wether they did fanarts, doodles, or their own piece, they are the one that pushed me into actually showing what I can do with a pencil and a sheet even though I know that I have a long way to go.

see ya soon

~the eternal conclicted

ps: this was my very first official piece and I think it turned out ok, I draw the girl and I use photofilter to make the effects
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# Posté le vendredi 05 juin 2009 23:53